So fairy-quick, was strange! Bewildered, Endymion sought around, and shook each bed Of covert flowers in vain; and then he flung Himself along the grass. What gentle tongue, What whisperer, disturb'd his gloomy rest? It was a nymph uprisen to the breast In the fountain's pebbly margin, and she stood brood. 'Mong lilies, like the youngest of the Holding his forehead, to keep off the burr Of smothering fancies, patiently sat down; And, while beneath the evening's sleepy 100 To him her dripping hand she softly kist, And anxiously began to plait and twist Her ringlets round her fingers, saying: 'Youth! Too long, alas, hast thou starved on the ruth, The bitterness of love: too long indeed, Seeing thou art so gentle. Could I weed Thy soul of care, by heavens, I would offer All the bright riches of my crystal coffer To Amphitrite; all my clear-eyed fish, Golden, or rainbow-sided, or purplish, Vermilion-tail'd, or finn'd with silvery gauze; 110 Whether to weeds or flowers; but for me, There is no depth to strike in: I can see Naught earthly worth my compassing; so stand Upon a misty, jutting head of land- But the soft shadow of my thrice seen love, And, but from the deep cavern there was Than be I care not what. O meekest borne Dear goddess, help! or the wide gaping But mingled up; a gleaming melancholy; air Will gulf me - help!' madden'd stare, stood; At this, with A dusky empire and its diadems; And lifted hands, and trembling lips, he Along whose track the prince quick foot Like old Deucalion mountain'd o'er the flood, Or blind Orion hungry for the morn. steps told, With all its lines abrupt and angular: With deep-drawn sighs was quieting, he went Into a marble gallery, passing through Through a long pillar'd vista, a fair shrine, Down sidelong aisles, and into niches old: And when, more near against the marble cold He had touch'd his forehead, he began to thread All courts and passages, where silence dead, Roused by his whispering footsteps, murmur'd faint: And long he traversed to and fro, to acquaint Himself with every mystery, and awe; 270 And thoughts of self came on, how crude and sore The journey homeward to habitual self! Cheats us into a swamp, into a fire, 280 Freedom as none can taste it, nor dost Itself, and strives its own delights to hide waste Thy loveliness in dismal elements; But, finding in our green earth sweet con tents, There livest blissfully. Ah, if to thee O let me cool 't the zephyr-boughs among! O let me once more hear the linnet's note ! Before mine eyes thick films and shadows float O let me 'noint them with the heaven's light! Dost thou now lave thy feet and ankles white? O think how sweet to me the freshening sluice! Dost thou now please thy thirst with berryjuice? O think how this dry palate would rejoice! If in soft slumber thou dost hear my voice, O think how I should love a bed of flowers! 330 Young goddess! let me see my native bowers! Deliver me from this rapacious deep!' |