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vaguely her light chatter. Five minutes after, he made some idle excuse, and left the house. "What a pity, when he had promised to stay until dinner-time!" said Mrs. Pennythorne, regretfully.

He had gone, then, to escape her! Eleanor saw it-knew it. Colder and colder her heart grew, until it felt like stone. She neither trembled nor wept; she only wished that she could lie down and die. Thus, silent as she came-but oh! with what a different silenceshe departed from the house.

To those who suffer, there is no life more bitter, more full of continual outward mockery, than that of an author immersed in the literary life of London. In a duller sphere a man may hide his misery in his chamber-may fly with it to some blessed country solitude-even wrap it round him like a mantle of pride or stupidity, and pass unnoticed in the common crowd. But here it is impossible. He must fill his place in his circle-perhaps a brilliant one; and if so he must shine too, as much as ever. He must keep in the society which is so necessary to his worldly prospects-he must be seen in those haunts which are to others amusement, to him business-in theater, exhibition, or social meeting; so at last he learns to do as others do-to act. It is merely creating a new self, as he does a new character; and perhaps in time this fictitious self becomes so habitual, that never, save in those works which the world calls fiction, but which are indeed his only true life, does the real man shine out.

Philip Wychnor had not gone so far as this on the track of simulation; day and night he prayed that it never might be so with him. The world had not cast upon him her many-colored fool's vesture, but she had taught him so to wear his own robe that no eye could penetrate the workings of the heart within. He had his outward life to lead, and he led it-without deceit, but without betrayal of aught that was within.

So it chanced that the self-same night, when Eleanor, yielding to Katharine's restless eagerness for any thing that might smooth time's passing and deaden thought, went with her to some place of amusement-a" Shakspeare reading," the first face she saw was Philip Wychnor's. She saw it-not pale, worn, dejected, as a few hours since, but wearing the look of courteous, almost pleased attention, as he listened, nay talked among a group whose very names brought thoughts of wit, and talent, and gayety. She looked at him-she, with her anguished, half-broken heart-he the center of that brilliant circle; and then the change burst upon her. The Philip Wychnor of the world was not hers. What was she to him now? She turned away her head, and strove to endure patiently, without sorrow. That he should be great and honored-rich in fame-ought not that to be happiness? If he loved not her, she might still worship him. So she pressed her anguish down in the lowest depths of her faithful heart, and tried to make it rejoice in his glory; content to be even trodden down under his footsteps, so that those footsteps led him unto the lofty path whither he desired to go. She watched him from afar-his kindling eye, his beautiful countenance, on which sat genius and truth;

and it seemed to her nothing that her own poor unknown life, with its hopes and joys, should be sacrificed, to give unto the world and unto fame such an one as he.

He passed from the circle where he stood, and moving listlessly, without looking around him, came and sat down beside Katharine. At her greeting he started: again—as if that perpetual doom must ever haunt them-the once betrothed lovers met.

The play was Romeo and Juliet. They had, read it when almost children, sitting in the palace-garden; they had acted it once-the balcony scene-leaning over the terrace-wall. She wondered, Did he think of this? But she dared not look at him; she dared not trust herself to speak. So she remained silent, and he too. Katharine sat between them-sometimes listening to the play, sometimes turning a restless, eager gaze around.

If any human eye could have looked into those three hearts, he would have seen there as mournful depths as ever the world's great Poet sounded. Ay, and it will be so to the end of time! Cold age may preach them down, worldliness may make a mock at them, but still the two great truths of life are Romance and Love.

The play ended. "He will not come," said Katharine, laughing; "I mean-not Hugh, but Mr. Lynedon, whom he said he would ask to meet us here. What shall we do, Eleanor? How shall we punish the false knight?" she continued, showing forth mockingly the real anger which she felt. It was a good disguise.

Eleanor answered in a few gentle words. Philip only understood that they were a pleading-and for Lynedon!

"Will you take the place of our faithless cavalier, and succor us, Mr. Wychnor?" was Katharine's winning request. He could not but accede. He felt impelled by a blind destiny which drove him on against his will. At last he ceased even to strive against it.

He accompanied the two ladies home. Then, when Mrs. Ogilvie, in her own irresistible way, besought him not to leave the rescued damsels in solitude, but to spend a quiet hour with herself and Eleanor, he complied passively-mechanically-and entered.

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There were flowers on the table. very flowers, Eleanor, that I-or rather you— admired in the gardens to-day!" cried Katharine. "Well, that atones for the falsehood of this evening. Mr. Lynedon is a preux chevalier, after all. A bouquet for each! How kind! is it not ?"

"Yes, very!" answered Eleanor.

"Yes, very!" mimicked Katharine, striving to hide her excitement under a flippant tongue. "Upon my word, were I Mr. Lynedon, I should be in a state of high indignation! And a note, too-to me, of course. Come, will you answer it?—No? Then I must. Talk to Mr. Wychnor the while."

She went away, humming a gay tune, tearing the envelope to pieces: the note, itself she crushed in her hand for the moment, to be afterward- But no eye followed her to that inner chamber. Alas! every human being has some inner chamber, of heart or home!

They were together at last, Philip and Eleanor, quite alone. He felt the loneliness with

a shuddering fear-a vague desire to fly; she, with a faint hope, a wild longing to throw herself at his feet, and pray him to tell her what was this terrible cloud that hung between them: yet neither had the power to move. She stood -her fingers beginning, half-unconsciously, to arrange the flowers in a vase: he, sitting at the farther end of the room, whither he had retired at the first mention of Lynedon's name, neither moved, nor looked, nor spoke. Gradually his hands dropped from the book he had taken, and a stray moonbeam, shining through the white, half-drawn curtains, showed his face; so white, so fixed, so rigid, that it might have been that of one dead.

It was shown thus to her! At the sight she forgot all coldness, bitterness, pride-even that reserve which some call womanly, which makes a girl shrink from being the first to say to her lover, "Forgive!" She remembered only that they had loved one another-that both suffered. Ah! he did suffer; she saw it now—ay, with a strange gladness, for the suffering showed a lingering love. The hand of one or other must rend the cloud between them, or it might darken over both their lives eternally. Should that hand be hers?

She thought a moment and then prayed! She was one of those little children who fear not to look up every hour to the face of their Father in heaven. Then she crept noiselessly beside her lover.

"Philip!-"

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He heard the tremulous, pleading voice; saw the outstretched hands! Forgetting all, he would have clasped them, have sprung forward and fallen on her bosom, but that he saw there, placed by her unconsciously, in the agitation of the moment, the flowers-Lynedon's flowers! Then came rushing back upon the young man's soul its love and its despair-despair that must be hidden even from her. What right had he to breathe one tender word, even to utter one cry of misery, in the ear of his lost beloved, when she was another man's chosen bride? The struggle, were it unto death, must be concealed, not only for his own sake, but for hers.

He did conceal it. He took her hand-only one-and then let it go, not rudely, but softly, though the chilling action wounded her ten times more.

"You are very kind. Thank you! I hope you will be happy, indeed I do."

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Happy! Oh, Philip, never in this world!" And she would have sunk before him, but that he rose and gave her his place. The action, which seemed as one of mere courtesy to any every-day friend, went to her heart like a dagger.

"It is all changed with us, Philip; I feel it is." And she burst into tears.

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Why do you seek to bring it back again? Forget it, blot it out, trample on it, as I do.” And his voice rose with the wild passion that swelled within him; but it sank at once when he met her upraised eyes, wherein the tears were frozen into a glassy terror.

"Forgive me!" he cried. "Let me say farewell now. You will be happy; and I—I shall not suffer much-not much. Do not think of me, except in forgiveness-"

"Oh, Philip, Philip, it is you who should forgive me!" And she extended her loving arms; but he thrust them back with a halffrenzied gesture.

"Eleanor, I thought you one of God's angels; but a demon could not tempt and torture me thus. Think what we once were to one another, and then of the gulf between us-a wide, fiery gulf. Do you not see it Eleanor? I can not pass-I dare not. Dare you?"

"Yes."

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His tones sank to entreaty. 'Eleanor, be merciful! let me depart; I can be nothing to you now. I would have been every thing; but it is too late. You hold me still? How can you-how dare you-when there is one who stands between us! Ah, you drop my hand now! I knew it !"

He stood one moment looking in her face. Then he cried, passionately—

"Eleanor-mine once, now mine no more! though misery, torture, sin itself, are between us, still, for the last time, come!"

He opened his arms, and strained her to his heart, so tightly that she almost shrieked. Then he broke away, and fled precipitately from the house.

CHAPTER XLVI.

Go-be sure of my love-by that treason forgiven;
Of my prayers-by the blessings they bring thee from
heaven;
Of my grief:-judge the length of the sword by the sheath's,
By the silence of life-more pathetic than death's.
E. B. BROWNING.

ELEANOR OGILVIE's love was like her nature calm, silent, deep. It had threaded the whole course of her life, not as a bursting torrent, but a quiet, ever-flowing stream "that knew no fall." When the change came, all the freshness and beauty passed from her world, leaving it arid and dry. She made no outward show of sorrow; for she deemed it alike due to Philip and herself, that whatever had come between their love to end it thus, it should now be buried out of sight. If, indeed, his long silence had but too truly foretold his change toward her, and, as his broken words faintly seemed to reveal, some other love had driven her from his heart—or, at least, some new bond had made the very memory of that olden pledge a sin-was the deserted betrothed to lay bare her sufferings, to be a mark for the pointed finger of scornful curiosity, and "You know it is the past-eternally the past. the glance of intrusive pity?—And still more,

He felt the madness rising within him, and turned to fly. But he could not go and leave her thus. He came near once more, and said, in a low, hurried tone

"I have been unkind; I have made you weep. You were always gentle; I think you are so, still. But I will not pain you any more, Eleanor let me call you so this once, for the sake of all the past."

"The past!" she murmured.

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erring will had ever taken away the clasp of a daughter's loving arms. And while, strong through the dividing shadow of death-of intervening years-of other bonds and other griefsshone the memory of this first, holiest love, she lifted her heart with thankful joy that her blessed work had been fulfilled. From the eternal shore, the mother now, perchance, stretched forth, to the struggling and suffering one, her spirit-arms, murmuring, "My child-my true and duteous child-I wait for thee! Be patient, and endure !"

was she to suffer idle tongues to bring reproach thought of her own mother, now safe in heaven, against him? Her heart folded itself over this from whom, while life lasted, neither fate nor an terrible grief as close as-nay, closer than over its precious love; even as the cankered leaf gathers its fibers nearer together, to hide the cause which eats its life away. She moved about the house at Summerwood-living her outward daily life of gentle tendance on the desolate and complaining Lady Ogilvie; ever the same ministering angel, as it seemed her fortune always to be, toward one sufferer or another. And so it is with some, who have themselves already drained to the dregs the cup of affliction. But He who sees fit to lift unto their lips the vinegar and the gall, also places in their hands the honey and the balm which they may pour

out to others.

At times, when in the night-time her pent-up sorrow expended itself in bitterest tears, or when in the twilight, she sat by Lady Ogilvie, whose complainings were then hushed in the heavy slumber of weakness and old age, Eleanor's brain wearied itself in conjectures as to what this terrible mystery could be; this "gulf" of which Philip had spoken, which neither he nor she must dare to cross. Ever and anon there flashed upon her memory his wild tones and gestures-his half-maddened looks. They effaced the thoughts which had once brought comfort to her. Could it be with him as with other men of whom she had heard-that his face and his writings alike gave the lie to his heart-without, all fair; within, all foulness and sin? Could it be that her own pure Philip was no more e; and in his stead was an erring, world-stained man, to whom her sight had brought back, remorsefully, the innocent days of old?

"Oh, no!-not that. Let me believe any thing but that!" moaned Eleanor, as one evening, when she sat all alone by Lady Ogilvie's couch, these thoughts came, wringing her very soul. "Oh, my Philip! I could bear that you should love me no more-that another should stand in my place, and be to you all I was, and all I hoped to be-but let me not think you unworthy. It would kill me; I feel it would !" And she leant her head against the cushion of the sofa, and gave way to a burst of agonizing sobs. They half aroused Lady Ogilvie, who moved, and said, dreamily

"Katharine, my child! What! are you crying! You shall not be married unless Ah! Eleanor, it is you! I might have remembered that it was not Katharine-she never comes to sit by her mother now," murmured the feeble voice, in a touching complaint.

It went to Eleanor's heart, even amidst her own sorrow. Struggling, she repressed all utterance of the grief which her aunt had not yet seen; and leaned over her tenderly.

Lady Ogilvie felt her hand taken silently. What word of consolation could have broken in upon the deserted parent's tears? But the touch seemed to yield comfort. "You are a kind, dear girl, Eleanor; I am very glad to have you here. I think you do me good. Thank you!"

Eleanor kissed her aunt's cheek, and was then about to sit down by the couch on a little ottoman, when Lady Ogilvie prevented her.

"Not there-not there. Katharine always liked to sit beside me thus. She does not care for it now; but no one shall have Katharine's place—no, nb!” And the poor mother again began to weep.

Eleanor took her seat at the foot of the sofa in compassionate silence.

Dear aunt," she whispered at length, "your Katharine loves you as much as ever. You must. not think her lost to you because she is married."

"Ah, that is what people say. I once said the same myself to a mother at her child's wedding. Let me see who was it?" and her wandering thoughts seemed eagerly to catch at the subject. "Yes, I remember now, it was on Bella's wedding-day, and I was talking to her husband's mother. Poor Mrs. Pennythorne! She made me feel for her, for she, too, had one child-a son, I think. She said he must bring his wife home, because she could not bear to part with him. I wonder if she ever did!” "Yes!" said Eleanor, softly.

"Then her son is as unkind as my Katharine. He forgets his mother. Poor thing! poor thing! She is left all alone, like me!"

"Not so; far lonelier," said Eleanor's low voice. "Her son is dead."

"Dead! dead!" cried Lady Ogilvie; "and I have still my Katharine well and happy. God forgive me! I will never murmur any more." And, deeply moved, she lay back in silence for many minutes. Then she said

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Eleanor, I should like to hear more about that poor mother. Where did you learn these news of her ?"

"I saw her when I was in London, three weeks since," answered Eleanor, in a tremulous voice, remembering what years of sorrow she had lived in those three weeks.

"Katharine will come soon, dear aunt. I am sure she would be here to-morrow if she thought you wished for her. Shall we send ?" "No, no, I have no right now. She has her "Poor Mrs. Pennythorne! I wish I could husband, and her friends, and her gayeties. She talk to her. Do you think she would come and hates Summerwood, too; she told me so. And see me? It might do her good," said Lady I-who was so anxious for her marriage with Hugh, that she might still live here, and no one might come to part my child from me-I did not think she would have gone away of her own accord."

Eleanor, as she stood by Lady Ogilvie's couch,

Ogilvie, yearning after this new sympathy; which brought back somewhat of her own thoughtful, kindly nature, long suppressed by the acquired selfishness of sickness and old age.

Eleanor gladly seconded the plan; and surely she might be forgiven, if there flashed across

her mind the thought that through this channel might come tidings of Philip Wychnor.

A few days more, and she had succeeded in accomplishing her aunt's desire. Mrs. Pennythorne, wondering and shrinking, crept silently into the room, scarcely believing that the aged and sickly form which at her entrance half arose from the couch, could be the tall and stately Lady Ogilvie. Still more surprised was she when Katharine's mother, glancing at her black garments, and then for an instant regarding her pale, meek face, grief-worn but calm, laid her head on Mrs. Pennythorne's shoulder and burst into tears.

Then, to the mother of the Dead, came that new strength and dignity born of her sorrow; and she who had given her one lamb from her bosom to be sheltered in the eternal fold, spoke comforting words unto her whose grief was for the living gone astray. They talked not long of Katharine; but passed on to the subject that was now rarely absent from Mrs. Pennythorne's lips, and never from her heart, though it dwelt on both with a holy calmness, and without pain. She spoke of Leigh-of all that was good and beautiful in himself, of all that was hopeful in his death. And amidst the simple and touching story of his illness and his passing away—she spoke of the last parting by no harsher wordshe continually uttered, and ever with deep tenderness and thankful blessings, one name-the name of Philip Wychnor.

Half-hidden in the window, Eleanor listened to the tale which the grateful mother told. She heard of Philip's struggles, of his noble patience, of those high qualities which had awakened in poor Leigh such an intense love-and afterward of the almost womanly tenderness which had smoothed the sick boy's pillow, filling his heart with joy and peace even to the last. And then Mrs. Pennythorne spoke of the gentle kindness which had since led Philip, prosperous and courted as he was, to visit her in her loneliness with comfort and cheer.

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'My dear boy always said that Mr. Wychnor talked like an angel," continued Mrs. Pennythorne. "And so he does. Night and day I pray Heaven to reward him for the blessings he has brought to me and mine. And though he is sadly changed of late, and I can see there is more in his heart than even I know of, yet his words are like an angel's still. May God comfort him and bless him evermore !"

"Amen!" was the faint echo, no louder than a breath. And shrouded from sight, Eleanor, with streaming, uplifted eyes and clasped hands, poured forth her passionate thanksgiving for the worthiness of him she loved. "He is not mine -he never may be; but he is yet all I believed -good, pure, noble. My Philip, my true Philip, God bless thee! we shall yet stand side by side in His heaven, and look upon each other's face without a tear."

good, I am sure I am quite glad I came," answered Mrs. Pennythorne. "Though it was a struggle, as you say, for I hardly ever go out now," and a faint sigh passed the lips of Leigh's mother. "But my husband persuaded me, and -Mr. Wychnor too."

Here she hesitated, and glanced doubtfully at Eleanor; as though she had something more to say, but waited for a little encouragement. It came not, however; and Mrs. Pennythorne, conquering her shyness, went on: "Mr. Wychnor was very kind; he brought me here-almost to the park gates. When he said good-by, he told me he was going away for a long time."Eleanor started.- "You will forgive my talking about him thus, for I imagine Mr. Wychnor is a friend of your family, Miss Ogilvie. Indeed," and making a sudden effort, Mrs. Pennythorne fulfilled her mission, "he asked me to give you this letter when I found you alone. And now I will go and sit by your aunt until she awakes," hastily added she, with instinctive delicacy.

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She had said all she knew, and she had guessed but little more; being a woman of small penetration, and less curiosity. But no woman, worthy the name, could have seen the violent agitation which Eleanor vainly strove to repress, without gliding away, so that, whatever unknown sorrow there was, it might have free leave to flow.

Philip's letter ran thus :

"I pray you to forgive all I said and did that night; I was almost mad! It is not for me to occasion you suffering, but you tried me so bitterly-wherefore, I can not tell. Knowing what we once were to one another, and the bar there is between us now, I pray-and you yourself must say amen to my prayer-that on this side heaven we may never meet again!

"I waited until these lines could reach you safely. I have written no name, lest any contrary chance might occasion you pain. You see I think of you even now. Farewell! farewell!"

And this was the end-the end of all! No more love-no more hope-not even the comfort of sorrow. His words seemed to imply that regret itself was sin. The unknown bar between them was eternal. He said so, and it must be true. Then, and not till then, came upon Eleanor the terrible darkness-through which Philip had once passed-the darkness of a world where love has been, is not, and will be no more forever! The man, with his strong, great soul, nearer perchance to Heaven, and so interpenetrated with the Divine that the earthly held but a secondary place therein the man struggled and conquered. The weaker, tenderer woman, whose very religion was Evelike, "for God-in him," sank beneath that mighty woe.

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A little while longer Eleanor strove against the misery which pressed her to the earth. She was still in the recess when Mrs. Penny-morning she rose, and at evening she lay down, thorne entered it, her usual timid steps seeming more reluctant than ordinary.

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mechanically following the round of daily occupation. At last one night she entered her chamber-tried to collect her wandering thoughts, so that in some measure she might "set her house in order”—and then laid her weary head on the pillow, with a consciousness that she would lift it up no more.

All through the night it seemed as though a

leaden hand pressed heavily on her brow; she | fore her-in her sight he was humble as a little did not writhe beneath it, for it felt cold, calm, child. His lips, which to many another woman like the touch of Death upon the throbbing had framed the language of idle compliment, or veins, saying, "Peace-be still!" In the dark- of still softer and more beguiling tenderness, ness she saw, even with closed eyes, the shining could not breathe one word that might startle of olden faces-images from those early days the proud ear of Katharine Ogilvie. But though when the one face had never yet crossed her this mad, erring love was never uttered, she dreams. Clearer than all-its sorrowful patience knew it well. The knowledge dawned upon of earth transmuted into a heavenly calmness- her by slow degrees; and she felt that too late she beheld her mother's loving smile; nay, break-oh, fearfully too late!-the dream of her youth ing through the silence, her bewildered fancy had been fulfilled, and that she was loved even almost distinguished the voice, faint as when her as she had loved. ear drank its last accents, ere they were stilled for eternity, "My child-my dear child!" "Mother, mother, my work is done. Let me come to thee!" was Eleanor's low, yearning cry.

What a future lay before the hapless wife whose rash and frenzied tongue, in taking the false vow, had given the lie to her heart! A whole life of feigning; year after year to wear the mask of affection, or at least of duty; to disAnd with that last memory of the solemn past play the mocking semblance of a happy home; shutting out all the anguish of the present, she-worse than all, to smile answeringly upon the passed into the wide, horror-peopled world of delirium.

CHAPTER XLVII.

For a fearful time

We can keep down these floodgates of the heart;
But we must draw them some time, or 'twill burst
Like sand this brave embankment of the breast,
And drain itself to dry death. When pride thaws,
Look for floods.

PHILIP BAILEY.

unsuspecting, cheerful face that must be forever at her side, haunting, like an accusing spirit, the wife who loved another man dearer than her husband. This must be her doom, even if, still guiltless, she trod her burning heart into ashes, and walked on with a serene eye and dumb, smiling lip. But if otherwise

Blinded,

Katharine never dreamed of that. she rushed to the very brink of the abyss; but there was a strong purity in her heart still. She did not once see the yawning gulf before her, for her eyes were turned above it-turned toward the dream-like love, the guiding star of her life, which by its unrequited loneliness had become so spiritualized, that the taint of earthly passion had scarce touched it, even now.

WE will pass from this scene of sorrow and darkness into another that seems all sunshine. Yet if, looking on these two phases of life, we are fain to muse doubtfully on the strange con- It sometimes chances that the realities of trasts of human fate, let us remember that the wedded life, and the calm peace of household clouds furling away oft leave behind them cool-ties, have power to cast into shadow the rememness and dew, while the sunbeams may grow into a dazzling glare, blinding and scorching wherever they rest.

brance of the deepest former love. But Katharine was so young, that although a wife, she had a girl's heart still; and that heart her husband never sought to win from its romance to the still affection of home. Perhaps he felt the trial was beyond his power; and so, content with the guarding circlet on her finger, he desired not from her the only thing which can make the marriage-bond inviolate-a wedded heart.

Day after day, week after week, Katharine Ogilvie basked in the new glory which had burst upon her world. Paul Lynedon's influence was upon her and around her wherever she moved. It was the olden dream, the dream of girlhood, renewed with tenfold power. All her artificial self fell from her like a garment, and she stood Another tie was there wanting-another safebefore this man-this world-jaded, almost heart-guard in this perilous, loveless home. No child less man―a creature formed out of the long-past had come with its little twining arms to draw ideal of his youth; beautiful, and most true, together the divided hearts of husband and wife, whether for good or evil. There was no false- and concentrate in one parental bond the wanness in her; and that which had gathered over dering love of both. Often, when she paced her Paul Lynedon crumbled into dust and ashes be- lonely home, which her husband now found far fore the sun-gleam of her eyes. His wavering less attractive than his congenial country sports, nature was subdued by the energy of her own. Katharine shuddered at the delicious poison Sisera-like, "at her feet he bowed, he fell;" which, drop by drop, was falling into her life's struck down by the fierce might of a love whose cup, converting even the faint affection she yet very crime and hopelessness bound him with felt for Hugh into a feeling almost like hatred. closer chains. He could not struggle against And then the wife, terrified at the change that them he did not try. He would now have was stealing over her, thought, with a vain, regiven half of his wasted, hollow, thoughtless ex-gretful longing, that it might not have been so istence, to purchase one day, one hour, of this with her, had the void in her heart been filled up full, strong, real life that now thrilled his being, with a mother's yearning love. even though it coursed through every vein like molten fire. He would have laid himself down, body and soul, for her feet to trample on; rather than free himself from the spell wherewith she bound him, or pass from her presence, and be haunted by her terrible power no more.

Day after day, without any arranged plan, but by some chance coincidence springing from the combined will of both, she and Paul Lynedon met. Every morning when she rose, Katharine felt that she was sure, by some fortune or other, to see him ere night. Now, for the first time in And this passion was so strong within him, her life she knew what it is to be loved; to feel that it found no utterance. He sank dumb.be-encompassed continually, in absence or pres

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